• Sweet On A Whiskey Sour Night - Part II: The Next Thought

    I’ve been thinking about her all damn day.
    I don’t need this.
    Don’t have time for this.
    Don’t need this to fuck with Venus.

    Oh how I enjoyed kissing her last night.
    My body is freaking out.
    Everytime I visualize her face, I get this wild tingle inside.

    Just tryin’ to get to Sunday’s rehearsal...
    making sure shit don’t get weird.
    Ain’t nothin’ gonna fuck with Venus.
    Means too much.

    I don’t know if I can get to Sunday...
    not even through tonight.
    I’m afraid to call her
    or
    ask her if she wants to get together.

    I’m afraid to do anything.

    I called her
    and
    told her
    I was staying in town this weekend,
    hoping she would want to see me.
    She asked me if wanted to run lines tomorrow.
    Said,
    “yes.”
    Thinking,
    “great,
    I would see her.”
    No, that’s bad.
    Very bad.
    I won’t be able to concentrate.
    This is not good.
    God, last night was so good.

    Wow...

    Would I feel this way if we had slept together?
    Probably.
    Yes.
    Hell Yes.

    But if anything happens, it would be best to wait.

    A special evening
    candles
    fruit
    wine
    whiskey
    and
    sweet things
    soft things.

    This is so bad.

    Bad in the sense that I’m going into my consumed
    Serial Monogamist
    place...
    that
    desire-
    admire-
    love-
    lust-
    infatuation-
    thing.

    Shiittt...keep it light and cool...
    Just like these here nights.

    She looked so wonderful last night.

    Okay, so I’m not one for self-control.
    I have no self fuckin’ control!
    How do I sit on my hands and not call her?

    This is so fuckin’ bad!

    But it feel so good.



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